missing ian. he jumped in a lake and lost his glasses. i spend an hour on the bus to greenpoint. man yells at the bus driver, calls him a ‘peasant’. starting new paintings at a new studio. working title: cezanne as a woman on a beach observing her lineage. eric said chris ofili is getting a retrospective at the new museum. guess he’s been on my mind. i paint for hours with a renewed energy. ah, there’s the pain i knew was waiting for me in today. if it was just color i could explain. was i smarter at twenty?
"In case you ever foolishly forget; I am never not thinking of you."
Virginia Woolf (via kiddings)